New Trial Blogger?!?!

  Hi Hi Hi :D Yes,The Title Is So Very Berry Much True..And The New Trial Blogger Is...Me!! :P You're Probably Like "wth" Why So Bright And Stuffles :P I Think You Probably Recongize That I Was New..Well, I Hope :P Well, Anyways My First Grand Post! x3 This One Shall be Magical,Amazing,And Skittles! xP No Really I Mean Skittles,Like I'm Going To Be Yelling Skittles Every Now And Then..Jk Jk,New Humor :P So Enough Joking Around And Lets Get Down To Bussiness! Well,In This Magical Post I Will Be Showing You Wonderful Guys About Me.Well,I Can't Wait For You Guys Get To Know Me And  Me Get To Know You,So Shall We Start?

Early Years -
        In My Early Years I'd Say I Was Really Girly.I Use To Play With Bratz, PollyPockets, And The Little Fake Cars You Can Drive Around.Also In My Early Years, Um I Don't Know How To Say This Because I Really Don't Like Talking About This Is That My,Grandfather "Past On" . For Me That Was Really Hard,Because I Lost The Only Father Figure In My Life.I Know Your Thinking "Well,Thats Not True.She Has A Father". Yes,I Do Have A Dad But,He Was Never Around,He Really Never Well Liked Me.And,At The Time My Grandfather Pasted Away It Was Around My Birthday.And We Weren't Doing Great On Money After That.Because,There Was Nobody To Support Me And My Family,And We All Lived In The Same House.Maybe Months After He Pasted Away,Our Family Fell Into A Really Unstable Place.People Starting To Do "Bad Things".And Everyone Was Just Screwed Up..

Later On-
                Later On After The Huge Accident,My Mother Found Love Finally.His Name Was Richard,Um After He Got Out We Moved Into An Apartment For A While.And My Mom Got Preggers Soon After That.She Was Having A Little Girl,And They Decided To Name Her Alexis.Later On In The Pregnatcy,A Big Incident Happened,Her Water Broke!Stop Right There I Know What Your Thinking Yay Shes Gonna Have The Baby!And Yes You Were Right!But,Thats Not A Good Thing.Because,she was only 22 weeks in the pregnatcy.So,After She Had My Sister We Were at the hospital 24/7.And A Month Later She Pasted Away,And She Pasted Away Because,She Was To Small,And If She Did Live She WOuld Go Through Alot OF Surgerys And She Would Be Mentally Retarded Or She Would Be Death.So My Mom Had A Choice Of Letting Her Go Through Pain Or Pass On.And Of Course Nobody Wanted To See Her Like That,So My Mom Said To let Her Pass On And It Was Hurtful For Me And My Family.Everyone Came Together For A Big Gathering To Say A Final Goodbye.And That Was It.

Currently- 

    I'm really Blessed For The People And Things I Have,But I Also Wish I Can Undo All The Bad Things I've Done,But I'm A New Me And I'm Proud.

    A Little Reminder Is That I Won't Be Doing My Post Like These Its Just Kinda Hard To Do It In The
Way I Want For This Post Because Its Alot Of Words,And It Would Be Confusing.Also I Uh Wanted To Say That I Left Out A Huge Chuck Of My Life,But Its Because Its Already Alot Of Writing So Yes,I Hope You Really Liked It And Im So Greatful To Be On This Blog! :D My Dream :DDD LOve You! Um Ill Post Soon :)